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Wednesday, March 17, 2010

I always know that we are going to move away from our house. But I did not it would be this hard. I did not know it could get so sad, so tough, so angry and unbearable at times. I have no words to describle how I feel to other people except maybe, "I'm upset now." or even stop telling other people about what happened to me and just stay at home and cry my heart out.



I know people around me said that I am been dramatic or even emotional. But those are often people who are not there for me. When I'm upset, in order not to bring my emotions to them too, I hide from everyone.



How does it feels when you cry in the shower to mask the sorrow?



How does it feels when you want to run away from everything and just slip away from life.



I guess, now all I can think of is smile to the world. Be courageous, never rely on myself, pray even if I think my request is too small to bother God.

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Weeks ago I had this post. I never managed to post. I'm tired from even thinking about any comments about this post.


ii will always believe... 3/17/2010 10:31:00 PM