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Wednesday, October 09, 2013

After 3 years being away from this blog, I'm back again. Read through my past posts and it seems like I've never change at all. I'm still pretty negative, still hiding and still exploding every now and then.

Only difference is that I hid it well. Or shall I say it proves to be working well when you hide away whenever you are having a meltdown. Although it's really depressing and really lonely that way, at least you don't have to listen to another person who said you are way too negative and so on... Those emotions came unplanned and I didn't want to feel that way too. I just do.

I guess, pushing myself out to meet friends and do other things do help. Just that, I'm tired. And lost. Still so freaking lost in life.

Just read an article in fb, said that when we are 13, we longed to be 18. But when we are 25, we are burdened by the  future. We forgot to be silly and forgot to be happy like how we used to be able to be. It's true, I think. So, just how do I go about to be happy?

Goal from now on
1. Learn to be happy and joyful
2. Cherish everyone and everything
3. Find true love




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ii will always believe... 10/09/2013 10:27:00 PM