Monday, October 14, 2013
Have you ever listened to a song and you felt emotional? Memory surged and emotions swelled so much it had to count to ten to calm down?
Xiao gu posted on fb about how frustrated she was when the police had them(dad, er shu and her) waited for 1 and a half hour, only to asked them to come back on Nov 12th again instead. She was so mad that she ranted on fb.
I should be feeling angry about my dad for creating trouble again. I should. But this time round, I felt heartache. He's a goner. I guess when you faced death so close, you either live your life to the fullness coz' you cherish the time left or, like what he did, he decided to live like a spoilt, over-aged teenager. *Sigh*
At this point of time, numbness is better than emotional. Gotta work now, need more coffee boost. And people wonder why I drink so much... *SIGH*
Labels: Emo
ii will always believe... 10/14/2013 12:55:00 PM